"Why do I hate my life so much? everything sucks. I want to commit suicide. Right now I feel alone, sad and broken in every aspect of my life.
I have traveled this road of self hatred more than once before. I cried,I mourn about my life. Why,why, is life so good for others,(yet so frustrating, and painful for me?).
I am sorry that I do not have all the answers to life's challenges for you. But I do know for sure, that there is a spirit in the universe, inflicting pain on man.The spirit (comes from Satan and his demons ). They are roaming the earth,(searching for vulnerable souls like yours).
The spirit uses pornography,self hatred,bitterness,unforgiveness to destroy people's mind,(which led to different sickness in the body). It create a weakness in the thoughts so that you cannot function ,(you become paralyzed in your own focus). The focus maybe depression,(a feeling of great despair).
Satan then takes back whatever he has given) in the first place. Be it riches,success,happiness etc. You are left broken,in great despair,and flooded with suicidal thoughts. You see suicide, or death as a way out of the problem. You feel happy and fulfilled when you think about dying,(and you cannot wait to kill yourself-then you started searching for the best method to die).
You feel restless in life,because you're a target for destruction. You cannot wait to leave this world.But deep down in your soul, (you truly want to live).
The emptiness inside you, you cannot explain. You feel a blackness, a boredom;like you are a wasted space. Like a big blob in the universe. Like you have nothing to give to yourself or to anyone,(it's a constant battle, a war)..
As mentioned, when you feel suicidal,there is someone who can help you. At the mention of his name, every demons and devils fear. They run and hid themselves or back away- AT THE NAME OF JESUS-the spirit trembles. When you hear that voice in your head, or whispering in your ears to kill yourself, cry out..Jesus,Jesus, Jesus Christ help me...
Satan will use anything to destroy you, (he has an assignment to capture souls for hell). As mentioned,he works to make you unhappy with life; "I hate my life." He uses Low self esteem also.
He compels you to be unhappy with people,unhappy with the world. You feel hopeless,helpless,depressed. You feel that there is nothing to live for,(regardless of how wealthy, or how educated you are). Your spirit will be extremely low, (eventually you commit suicide).
When you die -Satan rejoice, because he gains your soul in his kingdom. Your are the prize that Satan won when you are dead. (Mark 8:36) "For what shall it profit a man, if he gains the whole world,but lose his own soul."
life does have its challenges of pain and sorrow, (no one,young or old, ever leave this life without some form of pain).
Satan may want to kill you slowly,(but God wants to deliver you now). Death by suicide is not the solution. Suicide is not the way out of a trying situation.
I Cannot bear this pain,you cry.
I hate my life -I want to die! NO! the judgement of God is real. God's word declare:
'But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars--their place will be in the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.(Revelation 21:8).(murder- "self murder" - suicide).
The 6th commandment (Exodus 20:1) states: :"Thou shalt not kill" including, (killing yourself). God made you for a reason. Are you what He wants you to be? You are a CHOSEN VESSEL Of GOD..You will feel discouraged at times. But when Satan place a tag on you, (you will feel more perplex,more angry,more unhappy with life.
Your heavy feeling is also an indication to seek a higher power, God. Heed the call for God. God want you too, He want your soul. Killing yourself is eternity from God,(where you will enter Satan's kingdom),forever).Give God your heart and soul . You will find peace on earth with God, and man.
Consider Christ followers in many regions of the world today. In this century where they are 'experiencing persecution for (loving God, for worshiping Christ),for choosing God as their eternal father.
Some doused in gasoline and set ablaze.(yet those who survived didn't come to the conclusion that they should finish themselves off by committing suicide). Even with such suffering and pain,(child of God must wait until their time come to die). Below are couple being humiliated because they are Christians,(followers of Christ), in India.
You may not believe in God.. You may NOT ACCEPTED GOD'S SON AS LORD, AND SAVIOR. Your soul is heading for a ETERNITY without God. Your body is God's temple,(but you are planning to destroy it). REMEMBER, no one in this world is exempt from suffering.
You will not enter heaven when you destroy the body God gave you. (1 Corinthians 3:16-17)"your body is God's temple,and the spirit of God lives within you,anyone destroys the temple of God,him shall God destroy".
Once again,you cannot take your life into your own hands. You need to put your life,and your soul in God's hands. Do not believe,or repeat in your heart- I hate my life, I want to die.
"He is not served by human hands,as if He needed anything, because He Himself gives all men life and breath and everything else. Please be encourage- get off that path,that road,that route - that leads to death and darkness -that leads to suicide - and get on the road that leads to life! By choosing God, you choose your Destiny wisely!
Take The Road To Your Destiny...
The WORD of God is TRUE and FAITHFUL - you must believe in God- One day, after this life is over, as mentioned, "we will face God" and the "judgment". I hate my life, I want to die - Someday, death will come whether you choose it or not. I hate my life, i want to die, is only a temporary thought.
Pleasure is Sweet, but Temporary also - So is Riches AND Fame. "I hate my life" I'm going to commit suicide.I want to die, (you are taking yourself out of life), into eternal condemnation., (whether you commit suicide or not). You are cursing yourself, and you're (marked for death by Satan).A death that's away from God.
You must be Holy to live in God's House,His paradise,His dwelling place,HEAVEN. You would never invite someone to live in your home who is a stranger off the street. God's GRACE is available when you are alive to receive it, NOT WHEN YOU'RE DEAD.
1. Going to a death that you cannot change,
2. You cannot reverse back to life for God's forgiveness, you cannot confess your sin
3. You cannot believe,you cannot love God, when you realize that you made an eternal mistake.
"It's appointed unto man
once to die, after death
comes the judgement."
As mentioned, WHILE YOU LIVE,YOU HAVE TIME TO REPENT OF YOUR SINS- but if you ignore this warning,and kill yourself- You cannot say that you were not Forewarned.
SUICIDE IS NOT A GAME!
SUICIDE IS NOT SOMETHING YOU TRY,AND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT YOU
QUIT AND try something different.
No one has ever committed suicide successfully, and came back to talk about it. Beware of those folks who are egging you on to kill yourself, when they themselves have never tried it and succeed,(then come back to say it's a good thing). (i hate my life,you said,...yes,life hurts,but death without God is worst).
The word of God declare:
No Need to constantly internalize or verbalize "I hate my life" I want to die. Jesus
Christ can turn your life around. Jesus said, "I'm the Bread of life" Whoever come to me will never be hungry again. Whoever believes in me will never be thirsty."
Jesus is waiting to hear from you, Are you going to die without trusting Jesus Christ,(God's son), and give Him a chance in your Heart? free from I hate my life and want to die. Get delivered from the curse of suicide.
Jesus Christ, I believe that you died on the cross for my sins-
According to your word,I sinned against you-
and I'm not worthy for heaven,
Make me righteous through the
blood of your son Jesus Christ.
Cleanse my evil heart,from the
thoughts of suicide, and hating the body that you gave me
give me a new life, a new beginning in you,
give me eternal life.
i want to go to heaven when I die -I want to
have peace in my heart and soul on earth.
Open my heart to your goodness,amen
Do Not Kill YourSelf
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