I created this about me page to introduce myself to you, and to inform you why I created a suicide website. I'm Paulette, a Registered nurse.
I'm not a preacher. I'm not a teacher.I'm not an Evangelist. I'm just a lay person,who was exposed to God's Word from a young age,(and continued to learn, and grow more in Christ everyday)..
I know for sure,and believe that the bible is the TRUE Word of God. I read the bible for myself).
I know for sure that God is REAL (no exceptions). I know for sure that there's hope in Christ. I understand, and know for sure that God created the THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH(no exceptions).
I know for sure that "God" is the "Giver" and "Taker" of "life." And that our life is like a vapour.
I know for sure that God the father, send God the Son into the world,to become sin for us,(He knew no sin). That through Jesus blood, we may become righteous to God.
My desire to create a website, all started from a broken spirit. Pain in my heart that wouldn't cease This nagging sorrow, (grief for those who have committed suicide), was before me continually.
I had a burden for those planning to kill them self. I wondered, how could innocent children; beautiful young people; successful well educated men and women,rich people,(even the very poor),the lonely and forgotten, contemplate then commit suicide.
I constantly question myself. What brought people to the brink of finally submitting to the horrific thought of self murder. Then actualizing the thought of death to committing suicide.
I'm grieved. I know that the thought of death and dying and leaving this world with its trouble enters everyone's heart,(when in deep despair).
But when we pray for help and mercy,we are delivered. My heart grieved for those who have successfully taken their life. My heart and soul cry and moan for you who are contemplating suicide now.
Cyber bullying suicide. Suicide in every aspect of life grieve my soul. Teenage suicide. Alcohol,drugs and depression suicide. Anyone who have attempted to kill them self breaks my heart to pieces.
Mental disturbance suicide, all makes my spirit within me faint with pain and sadness.
I observe that when human beings hurt, they want immediate pain relief. And if the pain doesn't cease,(they feel that they can't endure it anymore). They may consider a quick solution, a way out,(without considering the consequence).
Some individuals just Romanticize suicide( as a relief from pain). I'm truly deeply broken in spirit, heart and soul, for those whom I have read about; was informed of,' or whom I have seen casually, who have succeeded in killing them-self.
The pain and sorrow after death in suicide,is worst than the pain in life.
I want everyone in pain to know that there is hope. But some are gone forever. I want everyone to know that there is someone who could help them with their pain, and suffering.
His name is Jesus Christ. But some are dead, no more to be in this life forever. They are gone into on everlasting eternity.
Then I realize that I could help those who are left behind and are contemplating the same dark path, ("self death" "self murder" "suicide").
I'm here merely attempting to point people away from destruction. Those who wants to quit forever living, and destroy themselves prematurely, and brutally.
I'm attempting to lead the suicidal to (the way of peace, healing,hope, forgiveness, deliverance, and salvation)
Then they can decide their true destiny; what they are going to do with their precious soul.
Heaven and Hell is Real.
Yes, it's about me saying to the world from my heart. "It's appointed unto man once to die, then after death, comes the judgment (Hebrews 9:27). No-one, no family,no friends can pray for the suicide individual soul to be saved,(once they are dead).
I desire to go to heaven when I died. And I pray that people throughout the world will enjoy heaven with me too, (not to be sent to hell).
What about you? I do not know the suicidal, but I'm afraid for those who already killed themselves.. Those who have sold their soul to the devil,my heart break for them, but change can come,once there is life.
People who have life on earth, and have not yet committed suicide, they have hope. Those who have committed suicide unfortunately,died and gone to hell. Once they are dead, they are gone forever, there's no coming back.Could you use a little more prayers for special help?
I'm attempting to prevent someone from committing "self murder." I'm attempting to hep someone find their way to"truth" and "life." that's all about me.
The author of this suicide website
has attempted to provide quality
information to all its readers.She
believes 100% in the true word of
God,and has attempted to present
it as accurately as possible in
its content. She accept no
liability of any kind for any
losses,victory,joy,Healing, caused directly
or indirectly from using the
information of this website.